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Hi hanna banana! hehe..hi frens.. (...yg masih setia membaca celoteh ini) ..i would say - it's been a while since i left all my social netwoks thigy..facebook, blog, friendster, ym etc etc.. i only on my google talk..but, with a very little usage . 2 months working as a web designer. kahkah..funny..sad..but it's true. my life were pretty bz i would tell. even at night ive to work till ..erm..10 ..and then ..im GONE! ..system down! hehehe.. that's life..bile bz, nak komplen..bila free..pun komplen..macam la bagus betul aku nih..

i have so many stories to tell...everytime something come across - i already started making sentences in my head..konon2 nak blog it..but i fail because of my "bzness" . well, nevermind..few stories, were still in my head ..

first STORY, i had a new friend and my friend is special. I saw her on my first day working - during balik time. my routine is go-to-work by lrt and off-to-homie by lrt. . Since my first day working, I saw a half blind woman waiting and queing for lrt ..schedully at 540pm. Nothing happens on the 1st day i saw her. but i try to say hi on d second day, 3rd day, 4th day, 5th day..but still nothing. hm-(hape punye karangan nih) ..hari2 seterusnya, aku stil tak tegur pompuan tu ..bukannye ape, kat lrt sorng ..kdg2 rasa nak berckp jek..so "sshe" always been my silence subject (in my head).. one day, ku kuatkan hati, dan menegur pompuan itu. nama, tinggal mana, keje mana, blablabla... and lama sket, i learnt dat dia tak buta satu masa dulu..masa kecik2 she sangat normal...but after an accident, mata makin rabun, and sekarang hampir buta...hm-kesian kan... i felt so sad.. and teringat kan ferdowsi.. ( :( sad ) ..semoga mata ferdowsi makin shat (AMIN..AMIN) . ntah cemana, i also shared with her stories bout fer. mata fer. and she said something yg i dont wanna hear. (biarlah...) .. after somewhile she turun kat Masjid Jamek's station .. we said byebye. that night, aku mimpi something bad happened to my family, and she was there in my dream..she said something yg mmg tak berkenan dek hati la.. (just dont wanna say it here) ..huhuh..seb baik mimpi.. tapi yg peliknya, after hari yg aku tegur dia, and after termimpi ..i never saw her. pelik bin ajaib.

hmm- lain2 cerite..lain kali lah..ngantuk n nak titon. goodnight.

note: reeaallyy missedd my babies ..Ya Allah, Kau Maha Pengasih Lagi Penyayang, moga dikurniakan padaku anak-anak yang soleh. Amin.